Yesterday night, I got the news of UTAR students drown during the trip to the waterfall near Kampar. It was an accident and god will to end the life of the 3 young students.
The news was reported in TheStar online and one of the report also include a link to one of the victim blog.
I think, I am among the earliest to visit the blog after his death as there is not much condolence written at the chatting board. I read through the blog pages by pages and notified that he love travelling and adventure activities. The last posting was done a few hours before the catastrophe. Well, no one predict what could happen next…
As sad as I was on his departure, the sadder I am was the nasty comment posted on his blog. Two hours after the report was make to public, the chatting board is full of mourner sad comment plus unwelcome nasty comments by minority of the visitors. The comments range from racist comment to words that hurt the victim family. What more sad was comment thrown to my university, which is also the victims alma mater.
UTAR have been an university that is philanthropy enough to give chance to student who have their choice of studies been turn down by the public university. Many have perceived UTAR as rubbish bin that accept any kind of student which is quite sadly. Been an UTARian, I know it was never an easy task to qualified ourselves into the university.
The administration requirement is the same as most of the local university or private institution. Examination standard is always monitored to ensure only the capable one are allowed to be graduated. The theory of 100% degree student will graduate never apply in UTAR as the non performing student will have to struggle additional year to complete the degree.
Been a university nominated by the Chinese due to its historical background, UTAR have been the center of criticism for been racist, bad command in English, and a rubbish dump for unwanted student. Sadly that is what the some of the public perceived who we are. Thanks god, the employer have a good eye and most of UTAR students are well acceptable in the workforce.
Although there is minority of people who hates the UTAR for many reasons, UTAR still able to produce quality students. No doubt, there is certain students who have bad command in English include me, but human are never perfect. How to judge good or bad?
Anyway, we can’t control everyone mouth….they can simply talk but reality is not judge by one or two person comment... I have faith and trust on my alma mater.
By the way, this might be the last post for the rest of the month….need to focus on study….will be back in mid of December……
Monday, November 2, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
CNY 2010 - eventful day
Maybe most of you aware that next year Chinese New Year will fall on Valentine Day...So you might be thinking of how to spend your day....With family and relative or with your beloved half?
For ACCA student who sit for the coming ACCA, let me announce that your Chinese New Year will be more eventful with additional happy or might be sour celebration.
Ladies and Gentlemen, the result for ACCA December 2009 exam will be announce starting on 15 February 2010, which is CNY 2nd day and Valentine Day....
My advice: Start study now and make your CNY a triple happiness day!!!
For ACCA student who sit for the coming ACCA, let me announce that your Chinese New Year will be more eventful with additional happy or might be sour celebration.
Ladies and Gentlemen, the result for ACCA December 2009 exam will be announce starting on 15 February 2010, which is CNY 2nd day and Valentine Day....
My advice: Start study now and make your CNY a triple happiness day!!!
Monday, October 19, 2009
7 weeks to go
OK....is the time of the year again....
7 weeks from now will be my ACCA exam.....very scared and stress up now...
3 subject and nothing much I have done....
Starting tonight I will start study as much as I can.....
Expect less blog posting.....
Gosh.......time is so limited!!!
7 weeks from now will be my ACCA exam.....very scared and stress up now...
3 subject and nothing much I have done....
Starting tonight I will start study as much as I can.....
Expect less blog posting.....
Gosh.......time is so limited!!!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Opps...i forgot
In my mind, 15 October is a special day because it was my last day in BDO, my first official full time job.....But today, I check back my calendar and notice what i remember or try to remember was totally wrong!!! My last day was actually 10 October...
Funny right....Ya, i do have goldfish mind!!!
Frankly, time really flies especially this year. I have the most suffering year actually but i enjoy every single moment when I have even a second for myself. There is no meaning of work without stress or unhappiness. I put that a side and enjoy every single moment I have...
Even i left BDO for one year, I appreciate by knowledge i acquired during my very short period there. The knowledge is something that I can't value in monetary term. I can even sit down with my friend talking about audit as I was in audit line for a year. The learning curve in BDO is extremely fast and good. Appreciate the senior and manager who willing to teach me so many things.
Memory in BDO is something I can't forget and I enjoy every single second of the 'hell job'. Tough but memorable that sadly to say I can't find it in my current work place.
I do come out with some BDO geng as well...Enjoying our day and update on current BDO status....It have been quite a good experience with bunch of crazy young auditors....
Looking back on he olden day, I really miss my working life in BDO....sadly, i choose the path not taken by most people....shall i regret, it would be too late...but chosen road shall not be regreted because I chosen it....
Funny right....Ya, i do have goldfish mind!!!
Frankly, time really flies especially this year. I have the most suffering year actually but i enjoy every single moment when I have even a second for myself. There is no meaning of work without stress or unhappiness. I put that a side and enjoy every single moment I have...
Even i left BDO for one year, I appreciate by knowledge i acquired during my very short period there. The knowledge is something that I can't value in monetary term. I can even sit down with my friend talking about audit as I was in audit line for a year. The learning curve in BDO is extremely fast and good. Appreciate the senior and manager who willing to teach me so many things.
Memory in BDO is something I can't forget and I enjoy every single second of the 'hell job'. Tough but memorable that sadly to say I can't find it in my current work place.
I do come out with some BDO geng as well...Enjoying our day and update on current BDO status....It have been quite a good experience with bunch of crazy young auditors....
Looking back on he olden day, I really miss my working life in BDO....sadly, i choose the path not taken by most people....shall i regret, it would be too late...but chosen road shall not be regreted because I chosen it....
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Migraine almost killed me yesterday.
Everyone knows about migraine. It was a bad headache that caused someone to be sleepless, feel like vomiting and experience extreme pain in the head.
Yesterday, I have the worst migraine ever. Yes, I do have some headache symptom but not sure whether it was migraine or not. But migraine is commonly associated to female rather than male.
Yesterday, I have extremely headache and the pain can be feel from the throat to the left ear to the left side of my head. It was so painful that I wish to knock my head on the wall…
After a few hours to trying to sleep, my headache grown worst that I feel like wants chop off my head off. I couldn't sleep even the clock had strike 3am (I have been on bed since 10pm)
Then the rain start to pour and the sound of rain make my head feeling like it is going to burst anytime….I was so frustrated that I feel wanna take a gun and kill myself off. I start searching for medicine that can make me sleep but to no avail.
I knock my head using my hand…..then pen….then my pillow…..i thought I going crazy or time for me to go Tanjung Rambutan…
Without realizing, it was 7am and is time to wake up (generally I didn’t even sleep)….
I wake up, bath and go to work….
Day gone by, my headache is still there but less painful compare to the night time….I still feel wanna chop off my head….which now caused me to worry about my health condition. This year seem to be worst year in life. I fall sick just too many time…and is getting worst!
Maybe is time to have better lifestyle, less stress and maybe less stress!!!
Yesterday, I have the worst migraine ever. Yes, I do have some headache symptom but not sure whether it was migraine or not. But migraine is commonly associated to female rather than male.
Yesterday, I have extremely headache and the pain can be feel from the throat to the left ear to the left side of my head. It was so painful that I wish to knock my head on the wall…
After a few hours to trying to sleep, my headache grown worst that I feel like wants chop off my head off. I couldn't sleep even the clock had strike 3am (I have been on bed since 10pm)
Then the rain start to pour and the sound of rain make my head feeling like it is going to burst anytime….I was so frustrated that I feel wanna take a gun and kill myself off. I start searching for medicine that can make me sleep but to no avail.
I knock my head using my hand…..then pen….then my pillow…..i thought I going crazy or time for me to go Tanjung Rambutan…
Without realizing, it was 7am and is time to wake up (generally I didn’t even sleep)….
I wake up, bath and go to work….
Day gone by, my headache is still there but less painful compare to the night time….I still feel wanna chop off my head….which now caused me to worry about my health condition. This year seem to be worst year in life. I fall sick just too many time…and is getting worst!
Maybe is time to have better lifestyle, less stress and maybe less stress!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Down is another step for success....
Working with one of the top property developer in Malaysia, I am very alert to the awards and recognition given to the property developer as it will help in enhance the company reputation and lead to better financial position.
Being top for 4 years, a small drop will caused everyone to feel the pinch no matter how small it was...Worst, as many have put higher expectation on us for being top for so many years.
Among the reputable award to developer, The Edge Top Malaysia Property Developer Award was one that always capture my attention. Second being FIABCI award and follows by CNBC and Euromoney award.
The Edge Malaysia Top Property Developers Award ranks the best property players in the country, from the consumer’s perspective for both their quantitative and qualitative attributes.
The quantitative elements were the companies’ shareholders’ funds, revenue, pre-tax profit, gearing, and cash and cash equivalents for the fiscal year ended 2008.
The qualitative attributes include the quality of the product, innovation and creativity, value creation for buyers, image and expertise.
The list of winner as as follow:
Sime Darby Property Bhd
SP Setia Bhd
Sunway City Bhd
IGB Corp Bhd
Island & Peninsular Sdn Bhd
IOI Properties Bhd
Bandar Raya Developments Bhd
Eastern & Oriental Bhd
Sunrise Bhd
Bandar Utama City Corp Sdn Bhd
Gamuda Bhd - Prop Div
IJM Land Bhd
YTL Land & Devt Bhd
Paramount Corp Bhd
Selangor Dredging Bhd
Mah Sing Group Bhd
Naza TTDI Sdn Bhd
Selangor Properties Bhd
Dijaya Corporation Bhd
UEM Land Holdings Bhd
PJ Devt Holdings Bhd
WCT Land Sdn Bhd
Metro Kajang Holdings Bhd
Penitude Bhd
Naim Holdings Bhd
Malton Bhd
United Malayan Land Bhd
Hunza Properties Bhd
Segajuta (S) Sdn Bhd
Bolton Bhd
Yes, my employer, my beloved company fail to retain the first position....
In deed it was disappointing but I am very proud that my company have never fail to put customer first and enhance our property value as well as our shareholder value.
It was a tough year for all property developer, fighting our way to secure lands and more projects but at least we did our best. I would say, we lost not because we are going behind but there is others who perform better than us this round.
Tough year, tough result....
Hopefully in year to come, SP Setia Berhad can climb back the ladder and become the Top Property Developer in Malaysia, hopefully in overseas as well !!!
I believe we can....because I believe SP Setia can.....
~To Be the BEST in all we do~
Being top for 4 years, a small drop will caused everyone to feel the pinch no matter how small it was...Worst, as many have put higher expectation on us for being top for so many years.
Among the reputable award to developer, The Edge Top Malaysia Property Developer Award was one that always capture my attention. Second being FIABCI award and follows by CNBC and Euromoney award.
The Edge Malaysia Top Property Developers Award ranks the best property players in the country, from the consumer’s perspective for both their quantitative and qualitative attributes.
The quantitative elements were the companies’ shareholders’ funds, revenue, pre-tax profit, gearing, and cash and cash equivalents for the fiscal year ended 2008.
The qualitative attributes include the quality of the product, innovation and creativity, value creation for buyers, image and expertise.
The list of winner as as follow:
Sime Darby Property Bhd
SP Setia Bhd
Sunway City Bhd
IGB Corp Bhd
Island & Peninsular Sdn Bhd
IOI Properties Bhd
Bandar Raya Developments Bhd
Eastern & Oriental Bhd
Sunrise Bhd
Bandar Utama City Corp Sdn Bhd
Gamuda Bhd - Prop Div
IJM Land Bhd
YTL Land & Devt Bhd
Paramount Corp Bhd
Selangor Dredging Bhd
Mah Sing Group Bhd
Naza TTDI Sdn Bhd
Selangor Properties Bhd
Dijaya Corporation Bhd
UEM Land Holdings Bhd
PJ Devt Holdings Bhd
WCT Land Sdn Bhd
Metro Kajang Holdings Bhd
Penitude Bhd
Naim Holdings Bhd
Malton Bhd
United Malayan Land Bhd
Hunza Properties Bhd
Segajuta (S) Sdn Bhd
Bolton Bhd
Yes, my employer, my beloved company fail to retain the first position....
In deed it was disappointing but I am very proud that my company have never fail to put customer first and enhance our property value as well as our shareholder value.
It was a tough year for all property developer, fighting our way to secure lands and more projects but at least we did our best. I would say, we lost not because we are going behind but there is others who perform better than us this round.
Tough year, tough result....
Hopefully in year to come, SP Setia Berhad can climb back the ladder and become the Top Property Developer in Malaysia, hopefully in overseas as well !!!
I believe we can....because I believe SP Setia can.....
~To Be the BEST in all we do~
Monday, October 12, 2009
Divorce? Lets go for free honeymoon then
Good news for all couple....
Move your body and soul to Terengganu and give a good reason of divorcing with your partner.....The local government will treat you a free honeymoon package to tie back both relationship!!!!
hehe....sound so easy to cheat a free honeymoon trip...wahahahaha...
Move your body and soul to Terengganu and give a good reason of divorcing with your partner.....The local government will treat you a free honeymoon package to tie back both relationship!!!!
hehe....sound so easy to cheat a free honeymoon trip...wahahahaha...
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Klang Traffic
Klang traffic have changed from bad to worst. The construction which schedule to complete in December this year show no sign of completion. I just don't get the point. Maybe the issue of this construction have been politicize just like the PKFZ.
Spaz Sdn. Bhd., the main contractor take the responsibility of constructing this bridge have delays its construction for quite some time. I remember that the clearing of location have been done years ago when I was in final year of my university. After 3 years, what I see is the piling work had completed and some structure have been built. But there is simply no sign of the project picking up the pace to meet the December dateline.
I was extremely frustrated with the project which carried out more problem tham solving the whole issue. Firstly, there is no issue of traffic jam in Klang until the construction started. Well, it was fine because the construction is mean to ease our driving in the future.
However, looking at the construction and the bridge design, I probably say having the bridge and without the bridge make no different as there is not much changes on the design of the whole road and the road just become more complicated than before.
Thirdly, the traffic planning during the construction period was badly coordinated. Everyone having headache on the route and signage. Signage is not properly done and everyone will have to make a longer journey to the get out of the town.
The road condition was so bad that I have 2 times of tyre repair within 6 months time. Nails from construction side was dump at the roadside leading to high risk of tyre punture.
The road user become so reckless that they turn anger by driving like monster. Everyday there is sound of honking and people showing their middle finger. What a shame to Klangite...
To make thing worst, the issue of bus stop in Klang town come to no conclusion. Bus just stop by whereever they want causing even more jam and problems.
Thanks to traffic police task force, the road congesion managed to be reduced. However, during raining day or night time, when there is no policeman on task, the road again jam up like no body business. Once can easily stuck in the roundabout for 10 minutes. This is what happen is there is no proper planning.
Same case go to the new Kelana Jaya link to USJ. The new bridge caused the Kewajipan Roadabout to be jamming even worst compare to the previous time.
I am not commenting that the new government are not good because they can't be blame for the project innitiated by the previous government. But I really hope something can be done on the traffic congestion and public transport. We spend our precious 2-3 hours daily on the road listening to honking and middle finger flying around. That wasn't our real culture. It was so embaressing.
Impose penalty the contractor for delay in completion of project. Improve the road condition in Klang town as there is simply too many holes and bump everywhere.
I am just too tired of having to jam for hours after hectic life in office....
Spaz Sdn. Bhd., the main contractor take the responsibility of constructing this bridge have delays its construction for quite some time. I remember that the clearing of location have been done years ago when I was in final year of my university. After 3 years, what I see is the piling work had completed and some structure have been built. But there is simply no sign of the project picking up the pace to meet the December dateline.
I was extremely frustrated with the project which carried out more problem tham solving the whole issue. Firstly, there is no issue of traffic jam in Klang until the construction started. Well, it was fine because the construction is mean to ease our driving in the future.
However, looking at the construction and the bridge design, I probably say having the bridge and without the bridge make no different as there is not much changes on the design of the whole road and the road just become more complicated than before.
Thirdly, the traffic planning during the construction period was badly coordinated. Everyone having headache on the route and signage. Signage is not properly done and everyone will have to make a longer journey to the get out of the town.
The road condition was so bad that I have 2 times of tyre repair within 6 months time. Nails from construction side was dump at the roadside leading to high risk of tyre punture.
The road user become so reckless that they turn anger by driving like monster. Everyday there is sound of honking and people showing their middle finger. What a shame to Klangite...
To make thing worst, the issue of bus stop in Klang town come to no conclusion. Bus just stop by whereever they want causing even more jam and problems.
Thanks to traffic police task force, the road congesion managed to be reduced. However, during raining day or night time, when there is no policeman on task, the road again jam up like no body business. Once can easily stuck in the roundabout for 10 minutes. This is what happen is there is no proper planning.
Same case go to the new Kelana Jaya link to USJ. The new bridge caused the Kewajipan Roadabout to be jamming even worst compare to the previous time.
I am not commenting that the new government are not good because they can't be blame for the project innitiated by the previous government. But I really hope something can be done on the traffic congestion and public transport. We spend our precious 2-3 hours daily on the road listening to honking and middle finger flying around. That wasn't our real culture. It was so embaressing.
Impose penalty the contractor for delay in completion of project. Improve the road condition in Klang town as there is simply too many holes and bump everywhere.
I am just too tired of having to jam for hours after hectic life in office....
Monday, October 5, 2009
Others suffering, your happiness?
Do you feel happy when u saw someone else suffering?
Confuse....but some people just enjoy it....
Confuse....but some people just enjoy it....
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Checkmate
Chinese got one saying 'Fear of nothing except checkmate in chess'. What it try to mean is wrong step in chess game will lead to checkmate.
I regretted that I never play chess much. I am suck in chess and I mess up the whole games. Though I used to win games over games with my cousin, actually I am still a bad player compare to many others.
In reality, in my life, I am consider a weirdo...In deed I am....
Many of times, decision made by me is not as what the normal people will decide. Things like, people will normally become external auditor for 3 years after graduating from their accounting degree...For me, after a year, I diverted to internal audit. Thought it was still an audit scope, but the word external and internal itself make a huge different.
I always look back and see....thinking about the impact of my decision....Many of my decision change my life totally. In good way and in some cases, bad way....I know, I am not a good chess player, thus i taken the wrong step in my life...
Compare one people to another people is really painful if the person who is leading is actually not u....Many people would like to compare salary...What if your salary is lower now? You feel sad? Feel unsatisfy? Same goes to me...Human nature like to compare....the more we compare, the more sad we will....So why compare...
After all....so many years of living....one day, one small step....and it will lead to a CHECKMATE....
That is what i feel today....
I regretted that I never play chess much. I am suck in chess and I mess up the whole games. Though I used to win games over games with my cousin, actually I am still a bad player compare to many others.
In reality, in my life, I am consider a weirdo...In deed I am....
Many of times, decision made by me is not as what the normal people will decide. Things like, people will normally become external auditor for 3 years after graduating from their accounting degree...For me, after a year, I diverted to internal audit. Thought it was still an audit scope, but the word external and internal itself make a huge different.
I always look back and see....thinking about the impact of my decision....Many of my decision change my life totally. In good way and in some cases, bad way....I know, I am not a good chess player, thus i taken the wrong step in my life...
Compare one people to another people is really painful if the person who is leading is actually not u....Many people would like to compare salary...What if your salary is lower now? You feel sad? Feel unsatisfy? Same goes to me...Human nature like to compare....the more we compare, the more sad we will....So why compare...
After all....so many years of living....one day, one small step....and it will lead to a CHECKMATE....
That is what i feel today....
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Just for the fun of it....
The lyrics is so strong!!!I never admire this song until I listen to the chinese character clearly tonight....
The emo is back
September always seem to be a emo side of me....All the negative 'chi' seem to visit me this month.
I am a very bad tempered guy since I was very young. My mom call me the crazy bull when I was young. When I lose my control, i throw everything, i shout and i cry....but that was when I very young.
I just dunno when I change....I was totally not the same eddie as what i am when i was in primary school....
nowadays when i am very unhappy, music become my therapy....Yeah, let the music heal the soul....
People always said gals are more easy to lost their emo compare to guys. Guys are generally more stable and strong. However i believe, guy do have the weak side as well. How ego a guy can be? How strong can a guy be? We are still human......
Can't guy cry? can't guy have it weak time too?
Close friend of mine know that if I listen to sad song especially 'My Heart will go on' or 'You Raise me up' again and again, it would mean that I am sad. It was just the same as what I am feeling now....
Life is not a easy journey and we walk our way through no matter how hard it was. For some, easy solution is commit suicide but majority of us find inner strength that keep us going....
Some part of life, it feel like we are in Titanic movie....The journey that suppose to be happy turn out to be disaster and it was so difficult to decide whether should I jump or not....
Some part of life, it feel like we are in Mulan, when we see the reflection, we fail to recognize who we are....
Life is no easy my friend.......
For gals if they are sad, maybe they will find a friend, cry overnight and the next day would be another day....
For guys, most of us just put it into their heart and let the heart go on and on.... I remember that my friend has once come to me and told me his difficulty. He cried...My tear almost drop...Although it was hopeless at that moment, but both of us feel so relieve...
So I strongly agreed that guys can speak up rather than keep it to themselves. If egoism do matter, find other solution such as go Broga Hill and shout as loud as you want!
For me.......the music therapy do help....Though it was slow...
I just close my eye and let my sleep carry away by the Song....Because I know 'My Heart will go on' and one day I will find 'Hero' in myself that will 'raise me up'........Just hope tonight, the music will really heal my soul....
I am a very bad tempered guy since I was very young. My mom call me the crazy bull when I was young. When I lose my control, i throw everything, i shout and i cry....but that was when I very young.
I just dunno when I change....I was totally not the same eddie as what i am when i was in primary school....
nowadays when i am very unhappy, music become my therapy....Yeah, let the music heal the soul....
People always said gals are more easy to lost their emo compare to guys. Guys are generally more stable and strong. However i believe, guy do have the weak side as well. How ego a guy can be? How strong can a guy be? We are still human......
Can't guy cry? can't guy have it weak time too?
Close friend of mine know that if I listen to sad song especially 'My Heart will go on' or 'You Raise me up' again and again, it would mean that I am sad. It was just the same as what I am feeling now....
Life is not a easy journey and we walk our way through no matter how hard it was. For some, easy solution is commit suicide but majority of us find inner strength that keep us going....
Some part of life, it feel like we are in Titanic movie....The journey that suppose to be happy turn out to be disaster and it was so difficult to decide whether should I jump or not....
Some part of life, it feel like we are in Mulan, when we see the reflection, we fail to recognize who we are....
Life is no easy my friend.......
For gals if they are sad, maybe they will find a friend, cry overnight and the next day would be another day....
For guys, most of us just put it into their heart and let the heart go on and on.... I remember that my friend has once come to me and told me his difficulty. He cried...My tear almost drop...Although it was hopeless at that moment, but both of us feel so relieve...
So I strongly agreed that guys can speak up rather than keep it to themselves. If egoism do matter, find other solution such as go Broga Hill and shout as loud as you want!
For me.......the music therapy do help....Though it was slow...
I just close my eye and let my sleep carry away by the Song....Because I know 'My Heart will go on' and one day I will find 'Hero' in myself that will 'raise me up'........Just hope tonight, the music will really heal my soul....
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Post 350
The journey of this blog have come to another big achievement. It was the 350th posting.
Despite the blog have no commercial value and I have many time try to abandon this blog, none of them seem successful. Maybe I just love my Boring Panda Blog...and yeah, the green side of it...
The blog have sail with me along with my darkest moment....my bitter moment as well as the sour moment. I also remember how i celebrate my happiness and sweet moment together too...
I am a complicated guy....a sensitive bugs that always have tear drop after watching sad drama.....an emotional guy who can't stand the loneliness of inner soul...Blog is definately the avenue for me to shout my feeling out. In deed many of the time, I have write the blog but I never publish it out as I am just not ready to share my feeling, the failure, and my darkest moment.
Post 350 might be the posting that take the longest time for me to write. Frankly I am blank....i am emo now....very emotional that I dunno what to express....
Smile....and smile.....if everyday we can just smile and sail through our life with hapiness.....if everyday we wake up knowing the world will be perfect and peaceful....if everyday we sleep with sweet dream....if and only if.....dream are always the reality....
Let stand up.....because I know U raise me up.....to walk on the stormy sea.....because I know U exist.....I know U always with us......I know that.....
I am glad that I still can breethe by the end of my writing because I know...yes...i know.....that no matter how sad, how sorrow I am, you are there to raise me up....
Despite the blog have no commercial value and I have many time try to abandon this blog, none of them seem successful. Maybe I just love my Boring Panda Blog...and yeah, the green side of it...
The blog have sail with me along with my darkest moment....my bitter moment as well as the sour moment. I also remember how i celebrate my happiness and sweet moment together too...
I am a complicated guy....a sensitive bugs that always have tear drop after watching sad drama.....an emotional guy who can't stand the loneliness of inner soul...Blog is definately the avenue for me to shout my feeling out. In deed many of the time, I have write the blog but I never publish it out as I am just not ready to share my feeling, the failure, and my darkest moment.
Post 350 might be the posting that take the longest time for me to write. Frankly I am blank....i am emo now....very emotional that I dunno what to express....
Smile....and smile.....if everyday we can just smile and sail through our life with hapiness.....if everyday we wake up knowing the world will be perfect and peaceful....if everyday we sleep with sweet dream....if and only if.....dream are always the reality....
Let stand up.....because I know U raise me up.....to walk on the stormy sea.....because I know U exist.....I know U always with us......I know that.....
I am glad that I still can breethe by the end of my writing because I know...yes...i know.....that no matter how sad, how sorrow I am, you are there to raise me up....
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